Red Carpet is DONE!

Our year end show poster!! :)

I had SO MUCH FUN doing this dance show.

Sure, it was hectic and yes, there were some tears, yelling, people getting super stressed out and upset....

BUT WE PULLED IT OFF! 

I love you guys.

Sam, you are so cute. You and Genki made me cry. SO GOOD.

(If only this was true, right? LOL) 

Pictures to come! :D <3

Texts I Can't Send

I can't send you texts. Or I feel like I shouldn't.


But as much as I want to....I don't want to seem clingy/super annoying.



I just want to say good luck at Pan Ams.....



Maybe I'll just say it here.









Is that ok?







Well.....you won't reply to my texts anyways.


So here goes.



"Good luck at Pan Ams! :-) I know you'll do great.
(You don't have to reply or anything, I understand) <-this was in the text originally.
I hope everything else is good otherwise."



.........................


On the other hand, my sisters are off to Nationals for wrestling as well! I hope they both do well. I sort of miss wrestling, but not the competing part. Just everything else that goes with it.


.........................

Root Cause?

What the hell am I doing with my life is what I think sometimes.



And well I still feel stress...but a different kind of stress. It seems like all I do is crap to you.







So I decided to stop being such a baby about it and just keep things to myself.






Can you please leave me alone for a while?

Well so much for that

I'm not actually TRYING to make it look like I'm throwing my life away, mom.

I want to volunteer, work and do all the crazy things that I'm supposed to do. 

It's hard though when every time you talk to me it feels like you're just condescending. 

I don't know what I want anymore because now it just feels like I won't be good enough anyways.

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Ray William Johnson Jokes

BAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Please watch this video (it's the last one he reviews!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tyl6V5suAww

Way to go, RWJ.

Now I have random images of people flying LOL XD

Fun times @The One with Steph, Seb, Shawn and Yoshi :)

변 했니

변 했니? 니 맘 속에 이제 난 더 이상 없는거니? 



I found this really pretty picture of Park Bom.

Site: (http://redandrosy.files.wordpress.com/2010/11/bom.jpg)

And I started thinking about you. Just for a little bit.

Why did you change? 

Happy 21st Birthday To Me!

I am now 21!

Oh boy do I feel old.

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1,2,3,4,5

One

Two

Three

Four

Five

Funyuuu~~~~

I can't believe I turn 21 on the 13th.... (-__-;)

Pray For Japan!

I'm getting worried for my friends in Japan, especially the ones in Tokyo! :(

Hope Shota and his family is ok......

Thankfully Kumamoto is OK for now, but there's tsunami warnings EVERYWHERE.

For live feeds please go here!
http://www.youtube.com/tbsnewsi#main-channel-content

Please Survive, Japan!

日本、頑張って!

絶対復活するから・・・

心配ばっかりしてる私、全然クラスどころじゃないよ　T T

Thanks For The Visit, Juliana!

I hadn't seen her since Jan 2008, and I'm glad she came to visit!

Too bad I can't go out to dinner with them, but I do have this pic from Sunday :)

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Less Than 3, More than 1

I love you!

If you ever get sad, angry, depressed and need a friend.....please know that you have a friend in me.


And by me I mean.....that even if no one is there for you, I am here for you.


If you need to cry, you can cry.
If you need to yell, I will provide you a megaphone.

Please hear me out!


You are NOT alone! :)

'Spring Cleaning'

Although this isn't my picture (it's from www.postsecret.com) I can relate. 

But today I saw my friend Cj who has been trying to get over this guy (who was super cute btw.....how lucky/unlucky of him) for 4 years.

Mine's only been like a freaking month and a half.....almost 2 months!

I guess in a way it made me realize it's ok to think about him.....but not cry or dwell over it. 

On a side note.........

I hope he reads this. I really hope you do. 

If you are......I was never angry. I was just upset. Upset that things didn't go my way and upset because I felt like you just tossed me aside.

But really.....it could have been worse. 

So I'm not bitter anymore. :)

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Another side note.....grapefruit baths sting. Who knew?

But now I smell awesome and at the same time super smooth :)

New Haircut!

Ok, so it's not as harsh-looking as Taemin's in Lucifer.....but it still works :)

Come and get me, Fernando Torres LOL XD

Pre Haircut Pic!!

Man, I look scary LOL XD

Haircut today!!!

Excited!!

Gonna be all Taeminized and look AWESOME. (Can I get a Taemin?)

Plus, I am wearing a balck-grey stripy shirt....Taemin-inspired.



IMMA ROCK THIS HARICUT~

If Only

This is what I'm wearing today! :)

Today in MBB tutorial, Trisah said, "Kiki, you look cute today!"

I said, "Thanks~!"

If only it was you who said it, hey?




But I've stopped being so hopeful.



If it will work out, it will work out.



For the meantime......let's go ace some midterms!!! :D <3

Oh the funny things I find via Internet

BAHAHAHAH

Too true though. 

Yikes.

It's Official

I'm getting

1. Ignored via text

2. Deleted off from EVERYTHING (Facebok, Google Chat (ignored) AND Twitter)

and best of all

3. I don't even know what to do.



Man, this is like Matt Chan all over again.




Except this time I actually liked the guy.



And last time this sort of thing happened it took me a good freaking YEAR to start talking again.




This is so immature. I'm freaking pissed off here.




Forget about everything I ever said in this blog here.




This is the truth right now.


As of this moment.




I need to start.................



forgetting.





I know I don't want to.




BUT it is something I have to do.






One last cry won't hurt, right?

T T